finally I get it

Wednesday night I had a meeting with a local photographer who is considering using me as an associate next year, which would mean that through her business I would be shooting weddings. Not the big money of doing it entirely on my own, but also not the demands and business side of things that I don't know about either. I'm pretty keen on doing this. I'll have to make a signifigant(for me) financial investment, but it suddenly became clear to me this week.

'm the only one who is stopping myself from doing what I want to do.